So I figured since I stopped blogging because I had no real amazing things happening this summer that I deemed as blog worthy that I would start blogging again now that the school year has begun. And I am not going to lie I am pumped for this school year! I am ready for new adventures, to learn and understand Espanol, to be a better golfer, and maybe just maybe be a better person or something like that. I am anxious but ecstatic about what new adventures may be facing me.
One of the things I am possibly most anxious about is just turning 19. I have no clue why but it just terrifies me that I am almost done with my teenage years and almost even more adult. Even just my dad telling me that I only have two and a half more years of school left freaks me out. For some reason it's so hard to me to accept that I am almost having to take responsibility for my own life. I am terrified that I am going to have to grow up and become someone that I haven't had to be yet. It scares me. I am not one to claim that I know the future nor am I one to say that I am prepared for whatever comes my way. The truth is I was never in the girl scouts, and I am not a psychic. However I do know that no matter what comes my way, I'll be okay.
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