BiPoLaR

How is it that sometimes one certain thing can affect us a million different ways? I mean everyone has something in there life that brings them different emotions at different times. Looking at a picture and having it bring you joy, and then looking at the same picture at a different time and it bringing tears. A phrase that friends may toss around one minute causing laughter the following week leaving behind a nasty scar. I think in a way there are times that all of us have little bi-polar moments. Times when we think of a memory and are strong, and times when we reflect on the same memory and almost collapse with heartache. When a song comes on the radio and you can't help but jam out to it, then the same song comes on and you can't help but feel just plain numb because of the insignificance of how it relates to you at the moment, or then again you hear it and all you feel is the pain of all the old memories that are after all just memories.

It's odd. When you sit and think about it, certain actions evoke various reactions, even if it is from the same person. Some things can pull our heartstrings while at the same time be the very thing that plasters a smile onto our face for so long. I guess what I am trying to say is that right now things are looking on the up and up. Throughout different things in life things are just looking brighter. It may help that I am not so much on the stressed out side, and more on the chillaxed side of life. But it's still good to know that as for now the bi-polar-ness of events seems to be consistently on the positive end rather than well, the negative. I am grateful for that too, life is better when things just seem better.