Most importantly the reason behind my actions in quiting the pledging process had nothing to do with people in the organization. But rather it had to do with myself, and people who weren't pledging. The biggest reason had to be the stress, for me stress comes in different forms and one of the most important thing that had to be recognized was that it was only the second week, and that if I was already stressed and there were several weeks left it made no sense to just become more stressed for the remainder of the process.
A second important reason that I realized I had to quit was time was being slowly taken away from me, leaving little to no time with other friends not pledging. Relationships haven't ever been my strong suit so when realizing that those that I care about have been and would continue to be placed on the back burner wasn't what needed to be happening.
A final real important reason about me quiting was I never really asked God or considered if I really needed to be in a sorority. I just rushed into pledging without even figuring out if that is what I needed to be doing with my life at this moment.
And to any people that are members of the organization I was pledging, I am sorry that I did waste your time. But it's not what I needed to be doing, and I should have realized that sooner, and before I started the pledging process.
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