I just don't feel good right now and I don't know why it came on to me like it did. I am not going to lie, I have always been a bit of a hypochondriac, but I know for sure right now I am actually not feeling good. Which brings me up to one of the most daunting questions that comes up with me.
"Does it make me a hypochondriac if I think I am a hypochondriac?"
Now to be perfectly clear I don't think I am a hypochondriac all the time however when I show the slightest hint of sickness, disease, allergies, pain, whatever, my mind goes into freak out mode that I am going to have some rare disease that only Dr. House can cure, after several tries of course. I don't know why I am this way, I know that when I was in junior high and high school that every once in a while I would try to appear sick only to end up truly feeling sick and getting to miss school anyways. Why I did this? I truly have no clue, it was always a theory about getting my homework done, or something noble. The only downfall with this plan however was I would feel sick for half of the morning and not want to do anything but lie in the living room with the lights off. So long, fool proof plan.
I don't know if I am a hypochondriac in truth however, what I do know is that I have hypochondriac tendencies when I am just a tad bit feverish, or what have you.
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